'23-05-10'
Sunday, 23 May 2010
01:23
Yaaaaaahoooooo!!!!
He finally reply to my comment orh ~~~
HAO KAI XIN ORH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeahhh, i put on his photo comment 'Lei dim gai gum Q ga??'
then after about a month he finally put a reply saying 'LOL whr got?' Haha
then i reply 'got laa' ...... at first i thought he was replying to that other girls comment but when i went onto his photo it was my comment then his HAHA. then it was the other girls!!! Haha
I am actually lost for words, all i can say is yaaaahoooo and Hahahaa and just SMILE SMILE SMILE =)
I LOVE YOU!! AI NI ~♥!
'06-05-10'
Thursday, 6 May 2010
13:32
HEART ..... BROKEN
TEARS......
ALONE..
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THAT WAS BEFORE until today i realised that i haven't thought about
him that much for the last couple of days.
Tears just fell down my face crying again and just thinking
why did i choose him... he's going after another girl its fine....
as they say there are still many fish in the sea for you to choose from so don't get upset
but just more tears came rushing down...
i have no idea why but after the river of tears i calmed down and just thought why did i let my tears fall for a boy.... its just a boy!
THOUGHTS!
'01-05-10'
Saturday, 1 May 2010
01:58
Haih~~.... I feel so heartbroken... You know what, well i logged onto facebook trying to ignore going to his profile but the first thing i see if him with his changed relationship status from single to in a relationship. ='( i saw it an my heart just broken into millions of pieces. This is really stupid to be honest, a guy i don't even know quite well and feeling heartbroken. I don't even know if he is just changing it for the sake of it or because he acutally has a girlfriend; probably much better than me, if he has. I'm just so confused about what he's thinking ... if he doesn't want to be friends then why did he accept the invitation of adding me on facebook? WHY? he could have ignored me and basically i would have go the message to not bother him and just shi xing. It took so much courage to add him. i found him on facebook went on his profile for a couple of days but i just couldn't click the add as a friend button because i was too scared that he would reject me. But no he didn't reject me, i was thrilled and so happy and basically i just couldn't describe the feeling of happiness at that time. So then i kinda quickly commented and said oh thanks for the adds as ppl normally say and saying nice to meet you but no reply. Just blank pages for the next few months. It takes to much courage for me just to add him and then he lets me down, not even wanting to be my friend. Agn why did he accept me in the first place? i comment on his statuses sometimes and on his pictures but all of them just no reply. he replies to other people who comment on the same status as where i commented but just not my questions. DUMB! I AM DUMB AND STUPID! thats all i can say. I've been trying to forget about him and i thought i was doing pretty well until i saw the status change on facebook in the top news section and i paused to look again to see if i was actually seeing it clearly but yes it was true. So what can i do? NOTHING. i just have to carry on with my life like nothings happened!
